our hopes and expectations/black holes and revelations

The first time I saw your face
I was blown away without a trace
I felt so alone on a busy street
when you passed me by
I felt my feet melt away
Melt away

I pray to God I could meet
Someone like the boy I'd just seen
Someone that could stop me dead
Someone that could spin around in my head all day
In my head all day

Someday I will fly with you
Someday I will fly with you

That night I saw him again
It was the first time I touched his hand
He made me feel so warm
We talked all night 'til the dawn came our way
Til the dawn came our way

But the timing was all wrong
When I met the one I should've known
Instead I walked away leaving behind my destiny on that day
My destiny on that day

Someday I will fly with you
Someday I will fly with you

But I still see his face
In my mind it's the only place
And we will meet again
And I will touch your hand again on that day
Your hand again on that day

Friday, October 17, 2008

I have accidentally landed myself in a play. Oui, moi. I am sitting here in the canteen just waiting for Poly Stage F'actor to start. I am going to play a schoolgirl bitch in a Gossip Girl ripoff. At first there was only a toilet scene but apparently there are now three scenes. I'm not sure how it happened. I thought we were like only filling in for missing people or sth but turns out not, they were putting us into the real thing, the liars... Bummer.

School is scheisse. School is poo. It is friggin' stressful and Tuesday seems so faraway from Friday. Trudging through long days of 3 hour tutorials heaped together, grappling with bloody Photoshop and layering and trying to find time to mug for the muggable subjects... Definitely not my idea of what I had hoped school would be.

Pain. In. The Ass.

Mais c'est la vie. It's a bummer.

Oh and we need to do three projects - they are integrated - on what? MILK FREAKIN' POWDER. C'mon, not even ice cream? No, we get something unglam as milk powder. And it's a real mission trying to find company name and all that. The only thing running through my brain was 'MilkyBoy' probably because I ate too much of it in school last year. Yeah lots of ppl bought cartons of that stuff.

i thought the world of you
5:18 PM